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Tuesday, August 16, 2011

16.08.2011 Surgery in Africa


16.08.2011 Surgery in Africa
Today I assisted Dr. Julius with two surgeries.  It was him, one local nurse, and me in the operating room.  I was doing the job of what a surgical tech would do in the USA.  I held his tools, handed him what he needed, and at one point, had my hand inside of the patient’s abdominal cavity to stop a small bleed.  The first surgery was an appendectomy, old school.  I have only seen laparoscopic appendectomies.  He taught me how to determine where to cut, and how deep.  He pulled a portion of the intestines out of the incision, and found where the small intestines met the large. He removed the appendix, and then sowed the patient up.  During the entire procedure, the local nurse was sitting at the head of the patient, not doing much.  The patient’s BP, HR, respirations, and LOC was not being assessed at all during the surgery.  I would look at him, and try to count respirations.  I would ask the nurse to check his heart rate, and she would grudgingly do it.  I asked if there was any way we could get a pulse ox on a finger.  I couldn’t believe the differences between surgeries here versus at home.  At one point, I looked up and realized I could see people walking and cows grazing through the open window.  The wind was blowing inside of the operating room, where our open patient was.  I asked them to close the window, but they kept the curtains open for light.  After the surgery was complete, the nurse rolled the patient out.  Dr. Julius and I stayed in the OR cleaning up a bit, removing our sterile clothes, and talking about the surgery.  When we walked out of the OR, we saw the patient on the bed, alone.  Nobody was accompanying her, and her side rails were down.  I went to her side, raised the rails, and stayed by her side until she was taken into the ward.  She began to wake up the same time she was being rolled away to the general ward.  PACUs don’t exist at this hospital, and the “ICU” is just a private room, so the general ward was probably her best bet for proper health care.  I left her with a nurse, and then joined Dr. Julius for our second surgery. 
The second surgery I assisted Dr. Julius with was a hydrocele.  The man’s testicles were about four times the normal size, and the skin pulled tight.  I have never helped with one of these in the States, but I think they are accomplished by putting a needle in the testicular sack and removing the liquid that way.  Here, local anesthetic is given, and then a large incision is made to the testicles. As soon as the blade reached the hydrocele, yellow liquid squirted everywhere. We drained it completely, and then he was sown back up.  During the procedure, he was squinting and moaning from the pain.  The local anesthetic may have helped numb the area a bit, but this man was still feeling pain.  I was informed that whenever possible, local anesthetic is used rather than general because general anesthetic is more expensive, and the patients will require a bed, which the hospital has a short supply of.   
I am so grateful for the experience of volunteering in Africa, and seeing these surgeries.  I am learning a lot.  Nonetheless, assisting with surgery here makes me extremely grateful for everything I have at home.  Often, we find that certain things are due to us, like proper health care.  It is true; everyone should have access to great health care.  However, it’s easy to forget about the people who don’t when they are half a world away. 

Monday, August 15, 2011

15.08.2011 Nkoaranga Hospital



15.08.2011 Nkoaranga Hospital

            Today Ashlee and I went to the hospital for the first time.  To be perfectly honest, I was nervous as hell.  Not only have I not done any nursing in about two months, and I’m a fresh graduate, but I knew nursing here would be nothing remotely similar to nursing at home.  Dose sterile technique exist?  Do they have pumps?  Do they clean wounds properly and regularly?  Do they use local anesthetics for most of their surgeries?
            We left around 0900.  The hospital we were supposed to go to no longer accepts volunteers and TVE was having difficulty finding another hospital to accept us, so Ashlee had found this one during a coffee tour she took last week.  So, we decided our own hours and which day we will be going.  We had to take a yellow dala dala to manzini, and then a green dala dala to kilala.  After kilala, we were at the base of Mt. Meru.  We decided to walk, because we didn’t think it would be too far away.  We were wrong.  We were climbing up such a high altitude that our ears were popping.  It took us an hour and a half to get to the hospital itself.  Ever seen Off the Map?  That’s our hospital!  There are several buildings that hold the separate wards, and you must go outside to get from one place to another.  There are chickens and cows running around the hospital grounds.  Each hospital room fit many beds, and privacy isn’t a likely option.  Luckily, we met a woman from Belgium named Tanya.  She was a God send.  She gave us a tour, taught us the system, and gave us some hints.  She even offered to give us a ride up to the hospital in the morning and back down in the afternoon.  She has been here since February, and will be here for a year.  She is in charge of building and operating the pediatric ward, which is not yet complete. 
            After our tour, we did rounds with the doctors.  There are two, and both were very
eager to teach us.  We saw cases that we would never see in the States.  Severe malaria, typhoid, TB in the bones (one particular man looked like a holocaust victim; he was so frail and malnourished), and people with growths of unknown reasons.  We saw bota bota accident victims also.  Besides this, it was mostly just an orientation.  I can’t wait until I feel comfortable with their system, charting, and overall way of caring for people. 
            We left at around 1500 to go back home.  On the way home, a man got on the same dala as Ashlee and I and starting talking and yelling about us.  The woman in front of us looked back and gave us one of those, I’m sorry you have to deal with this looks. Whatever he was saying, it must have been pretty offensive because the dala driver pulled over on the side of the road, walked over to where the man was, literally dragged the other man out of the dala, and they started throwing punches.  Neither were seriously hurt, but the dala driver won the fight.  He got back in and drove off, leaving the other man behind.  Right after this, he got a flat tire so we had to get off the dala and catch another going the same direction.  As a dala was pulling over to collect us, I was praying the man who was just kicked off the previous dala wouldn’t be on there.  He wasn’t. 
            On a high note, I’m almost caught up on my blogs!  I’ve been so busy living life that I haven’t had time to write about it.  A lot of people have been calling me or facebooking to tell me they miss the regular updates.  Samahani rafikis! I will try to do better. 

Saturday, August 13, 2011

13.08.2011 Day Two at Moshi And a Stupid Risk I Shouldn't Have Taken


13.08.2011 Day Two at Moshi And a Stupid Risk I Shouldn't Have Taken

            I got an early morning tour of the university today.  Kelvin took me to see the classrooms and safari jeep garages.  There were informational posters about wildlife and hunting, and mounted taxidermy all around.  Most of the rooms were locked because it was Saturday, but I was able to see inside of one.  The desks were wooden, but overall it truly reminded me of my smaller classrooms back home.
            After my tour, Kelvin, two of his friends: Mustafa and Eddie, and I had breakfast.  We had Chia tea, avocado with salt, mango, and a banana and beef soup (which was SO delicious!), and then went to the bus station to meet Kaylee and Kate.  They had come down to visit me and Kelvin for the day, and to also go shopping in Moshi, where everything is much cheaper than it is in Arusha.  We had a few cokes while chatting, and then decided to drive to the Moshi waterfalls near Kilimanjaro.  Kelvin had borrowed his professor’s car, but it did not make it up the side of the mountain.  We drove, and stalled, walked, drove, and stalled.  The car began to over heat.  Kelvin, being a safari guide (therefore, a mechanic also because when a car breaks down in the Serengeti, you have to know how to fix it), said there was something wrong with the plugs.    We ended up having to turn around, but that was okay.  He said he would take me another day, and Kaylee and Kate had seen the waterfalls at the base of Mt. Meru
            After this, we went shopping.  I didn’t find much, but I was really enjoying my time spent with everyone. We were teasing one another, and just goofing off.  After that, Kelvin told me his aunt and cousins had invited us over for a lunch.  He drove us there, where we were so warmly welcomed.  Not only was the welcome amazing, but the food was delicious! We had real beef and garden fresh tomatoes and chips.  Simple, but delightful.  It was weird to see the juxtaposition of this family in front of me, Kelvin, and the rest of his Masai family that I had met and blogged about earlier.  The house I was in was the nicest I had been in since arriving in Tanzania.  I reminded me of homes back in America.  The floors werent cement, the walls were plaster, and they had running water. 
            After this, we did a bit more of shopping, and then we had to go home.  I wanted to make it home before dark.  We took a dala to the bus station, and waited.  Kelvin told me that I would have to get in the front of the line, and push to get on.  He created a wall with his body between me and the other people behind me who were shoving me.  We waited for the passengers to get off, and then I was pushed on by the crowd.  You cannot buy tickets prior to the bus’s arrival, and it is first come, first serve.  People were shoving so that they would get a spot and not have to wait for the next one.  I was very grateful to have Kelvin there with me.  Before we pulled off, I reached my hand out the window to grab his outstretched hand.  We made plans for him to come to Arusha the following weekend.  
            As we were driving, it was getting dark.  By the time we got home, it was dark.  Walking outside in the dark is dangerous, especially for mzungus.  People are drunk and high off of glue and this green plant they chew called miraa.  It causes them to become aggressive.  Well, I’ll just get a tax to take me home.  When I got off the bus at Manzini all the tax drivers were grabbing at me and saying, “Una pendeza, ride with me…come with my tax.”  Nope…not taking a tax.  I’ll just take the dala.  I know M anzini, I know the dalas, I’ll be fine.  I got on a yellow dala dala and was shoved to the back corner. A guy sat next to me, chewing miraa.  He started feeling on my leg, asking me to pay for him.  I said, “No, pay for your own damn self.”  He asked me where I was going.  I told him it was none of his business. “Oh…I’m going there too,” he said. If he gets off when I do, I’m hopping back on the dala and riding the circuit. He got off soon after, and as he did, pointed to me and said I was paying.  I yelled to the conductor that I wasn’t, so he was forced to pay.  I was happy to see him leave.  More people got on, and another started hitting on me.  An older man yelled at him to leave me alone.  We came upon some traffic, and I saw out the window people pouring gasoline on a car, and lighting it on fire.  It turned into a fire ball almost instantly.  Shoot, this isn’t a good omen. (I found out later that the owner of this car accidentally killed a bota driver while making a turn.  She ran off, the other bots driver's couldn't find her, so they destroyed her car.  It truly is an eye for an eye here, and crowd justice.) A bit farther down was Oil Com, my stop.  If anybody gets off with me, I’m getting back on. I am not making this long, unlit walk with a man I don’t know. Nobody got off with me.  Alright, that’s good. Just walk home. You’ll be fine. This was stupid, but you’ll be fine.  Three men come out from behind the Oil Com wall. “Oh…come talk to us mrembo.”  One touches my arm. “Toca!” I yell.  They leave me alone.  This was so damn stupid.  Never again.  I should have called Michael.   I put my phone on Kaylee’s number.  If I call her, she’ll know something was wrong and she knows where I am. I finally get to Danny’s shop.  This is close to the house, and everyone past it knows us well.  I walk past the gate to our house, and let out a breath of relief.  I was never so happy to be home.  

Friday, August 12, 2011

12.08.2011 Off to Moshi!



12.08.2011  Off to Moshi!

            I left today after placement to go to Moshi to visit Kelvin at university.  I grabbed a bus at 1600, and was there about an hour later.  He picked me up and we went straight to meet his friends at a local club.  It was so great meeting all of them!  We danced and talked and had a great time.   Half way through our night, I noticed another mzungu across the bar, sitting on his own.  I invited him to join us.  He came to Moshi from England, doing something for the coffee exportation.  He is moving to Dar in a month, and has yet to visit Arusha.  I invited him to come visit. He seemed excited about it, so hopefully I’ll see him in a week! 
            After the club, Kelvin took me back to his university.  His dorms were so similar to what mine were at EIU, except there were clothes lines and washing buckets right outside the door.  The room to his key was huge, and reminded me of a key that might belong to a dungeon door.  But, they had….HOT WATER! WIRELESS! ELECTRICITY! I took advantage of only the hot water.  WHAT was I thinking?  I should have brought everything that needs charging, and my computer complete with all the pictures I have yet to upload onto facebook.  It was late and we had an early rise, so we took showers and then went straight to sleep.  Even his sheets reminded me of home. 

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

10.08.2011 Masai Burns


10.08.2011 Masai Burns
I got my Masai burns tonight! The Masai tribe members get two circular brandings, one on each cheek, when they are very little (like age four, age five).  I’ve known since my first week here that I was going to get them but I’ve avoided telling anybody at home.  I can hear my mom now. “Okaayyy. Um, I wouldn’t do that Amanda.  It could get infected.  You don’t want an infection in Africa do you?”  Mom, I drowned your voice out with my scream as the hot metal sizzled against my skin. 
Why did I decide to get it?  Because the story behind it is going to be a fun one to tell; because I needed a scar for the, What’s your favorite scar and why game; because I’m dating a Masai and wanted to remember him whenever I see the scar; because it’s unified me with the other amazing volunteers who I’ve met; because I had too many Konyagi sashays. It’s on top of my heart, two overlapping circles forming an infinity. 

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

09.08.2011 Another Day, Another Goodbye


09.08.2011 Another Day, Another Goodbye

            Michael, our driver (and one of the people I’m going to miss most when I leave) came back from Kenya today.  I was so happy to see him!  He travels home once every couple months to see his son, sister, and father.  Zacki is the same.  He only sees his children and family once every three months or so.  I can’t imagine this.  Being away from home right now is hard (although I don’t let it take away from my experience) but it would be even harder if I had young children.  I’d feel like I was missing out on their lives and watching them grow. 
            Today I started to clean out our cabinets at the orphanage.  They need supplies, so I was trying to go through everything and throw out everything that was ripped, not working, or used past expiration.  I was left with nearly empty cabinets.  Next week I will go to a stationary store and buy some of the essentials.  Paper, notebooks, lots of pens, pencils, and sharpeners, and puzzles and toys.  Mama Anna always talks about how she wants to expand Kitulizo to a new building, with an orphanage, primary school, and secondary school, but I don’t see it happening, at least not without a very large sponsor.  It serves its purpose to society now, but I don’t see it getting much larger than what it is.
            While I was cleaning out the cabinets, Mama Anna’s nine year old son came in to keep me company.  He is on holiday from school for a month, so I’ve been seeing him more and more often.  Today though, he started talking about school.  He wants to be a pilot when he grows up.  I told him that he is going to have to study very, very hard.  He said that he does, and then ran out of the room.  He came back with his report cards, notebooks, and some exams.  He gets straight As, knows fluent Swahili, English, and French, and studies with 14 year olds.  I couldn’t believe how smart he was!  He was glowing in my praises.  I am seriously considering sponsoring him.  I would even sponsor him to come to the States to study (after I get a nursing job, of course).  I want to sponsor him, and one student of ours named Irene also.  She is also very intelligent, and lives in a house made of metal sheet walls and a metal sheet roof.  Their family has no money, and I don’t want her bright light to dim.
            For dinner today Alana, Steph, Nicky, Becky, and I went to TGT.  They are all leaving in the next couple days so this was like our last hurrah.  Everyone is leaving me.  The turn around is so sad.  I hate that all these amazing people are coming here, I’m becoming close with them, and then they leave and I have to start over with the new orients.  By far, it is the worst part of being here for so long.  I should only befriend mbongos.  They won’t leave me!  At least I know I have places to stay all over the world, and they’ll always be welcome in my home.
            

Monday, August 8, 2011

08.08.2011 Nane Nane Again



08.08.2011 Nane Nane Again



            Against Kelvin’s advice, I returned to nane nane today with Ashlee, Angela, Noah, and Emilie.  It was absolutely crazy and much too crowded.  We found the beer tent, and went in for a few drinks.  Noah started free styling with a local at the table.  They sounded really good!  It was funny to see the two interacting the way they were, Noah rapping in English, and this local rapping in Kiswahili. We left the safety of the beer tent to enter the crazy crowd, money in bra, hands over pockets. There was another boxing tournament, but so many people surrounding it that we saw nothing so we decided to keep moving.  We had entered a smaller area of the fair and had to exit.  There was a maybe seven foot entrance, and a car parked blocking it.  There was enough room for one person at a time to pass.  Then, while we were in the middle of it, the car moved.  People started running in and running out, nearly trampling others.  There was a child in front of me.  I locked my arms straight ahead of me and put them on the back of the person in front of me, trying to form a pocket of safety for this child.  People were pushing on me, and stepping on my shoes, almost causing me to trip on top of the very kid I was trying to protect.  A local saw me, grabbed my arm to steady me, and asked me if I was alright.  I pointed to the kid, and then he helped me to get the kid out safely. 
            After this, Emilie and Noah wanted to find a tent that would give them dreads.  The other three of us didn’t want to stay to watch that (although if I didn’t think it would greatly decrease my chances of getting a job quickly, I would have loved to get dreads myself), so we decided to leave for Njiro Complex. Njiro Complex is probably the most Americanized place in Arusha, and we all needed a little taste of home.  We ordered pizzas and Mexican while we waited for Emilie and Noah.
            While we were waiting, we met this woman who was in the process of adopting two children form Tanzania.  By law, you must live here for three consecutive years to be allowed to adopt a child.  What is she and her husband doing during those years?  She is opening an orphanage that is uncorrupt, loving, and clean.  I got her business card and played with her children.  After she left, the other volunteers were teasing me and saying that would be me a decade or two from now.  Haha.  What’s wrong with that!?